Post by · 𝐧 𝐨 𝐫 𝐭 𝐡 · on Sept 25, 2016 10:29:22 GMT
- northernsky -
"take this weapon, forged in darkness, some see a pen i see a h a r p o o n"
Ω title Ω
● previous names ;
fyz [kittypet]
northernkit > paw > sky
● nicknames ;
"north/noth" ; for friends & family only
"sugar daddy" audible wink
● name meanings ;
northern - the very first clan north was introduced to lived in a rather cold territory, much like a canadian or norwegian forest. the clan cats often witnessed northern lights that they believed were benevolent and pure, and so north was called like that-- he was a really sweet child
sky - excellent and skilled climber
ʊ the basics ʊ
● male
● 65 moons - 38.7 human years
● smells of cinnamon and blood
● character created on the 14th, 2015 and has been on development since then
● birthplace ; a small apartment, in a city
● birth season ; leaf-fall
● sign ; scorpio
☯ persona ☯
+ humorous +
+ extroverted +
+ 'honest' +
= sassy =
- harsh -
- cold -
- careless -
- stubborn -
- risk-taker -
- grumpy -
- distant -
- sarcastic -
- pessimistic -
- sadistic -
- somewhat masochist -
- very emotionally unstable -
● mental status ; 34%
● physical status ; 87%
● emotional status ; 4%
● belief in starclan ; 53%
● favorite drink ; water
● favorite food ; adder
● favorite color ; orange
● favorite scent ; grass
● favorite season ; new-leaf
● most hated drink ; poison
● most hated food ; mouse
● most hated color ; blue
● most hated scent ; lavender
● most hated season ; leaf-bare
✿ the look ✿
● 80% snowshoe - 15% american shorthair - 5% persian
● chubby cheeks
● missing left ear - right ear is heavily ripped off
● bicolour eyes ;
left - previously a dark green, northernsky's left eye has been scratched and blinded, thus becoming a blurry mix of grey and white with a dilated, useless pupil
right - his right eye has a genetic mutation called albinism, hence the soft pink color. it's not really healthy, plus bicolor eyes already made him lose a bit of his eyesight- it's not really bad, but he can't see much from afar
● countless scars on all his body
● hook-shaped and massive claws
● mid-length, raspy fur
● no items
● appearances
human
face claim - james mcavoy
in-game
kit
apprentice
young adult
● voiced by george clooney
♥ romance ♥
● bisexual
[sexually attracted to both genders]
● aromantic
[lacks interest in romantic relationships]
● interest in 00
● looks twice at 00
● allured by 00
● helplessly crushing on 00
● devoted to n/a
● once happily bound to mottleflight [☠]
● heartbroken by n/a
● simply left windwing [☠], frozenheart [?]
⚜ kin ⚜
● mother ; lyz (goldenbird) [kittypet]
● father ; hiddenstorm [?]
● sisters ; silverleap [rogue, ☠], rosesight [?], finchstep [?]
● brothers ; midnightstar [clan leader]
● children ; duskkit, soulpaw [☠, ☠]
● grandchildren ; lmao sure
● adopted ; frostgaze, lillybrook [both warriors]
● maternal grandmother ; littleflower [?]
● maternal grandfather ; lost wind [☠]
● paternal grandmother ; frostjay [?]
● paternal grandfather ; birchstone [?]
● brother-in-law to dave [☠]
● uncle to honeykit [☠]
● nephew to birdheart [?], creekclaw [?], mousecall [?]
● cousin to squirrelbite [?], zephyrkit [?], runningpaw [?]
● distantly related to n/a [open]
● adoptive father ; darknose [☠]
● adoptive mother ; brightsoar [☠]
● adoptive siblings ; lightkit, shadowkit, blackkit, nightkit [☠, ☠, ☠, ☠]
★ affiliations ★
● mistclan
● deputy
● eraclan kit/apprentice/warrior
[ 2-13 moons ]
● rogue
[13-25 moons]
● oakclan warrior
[ 25-27 moons ]
● rogue
[ 28-46 moons ]
● mountainclan warrior
[ 46-48 moons ]
● mountainclan deputy
[ 48-59 moons ]
● rogue
[ 59-61 ]
● stormclan warrior
[ 61- 63 ]
● rogue
[ 63-64 ]
● windclan warrior
[ 64-64 ]
● windclan deputy
[ 64-65 ]
● mistclan deputy
[ 65- ---]
● has been a prisoner twice ;
[ stoneclan & mountainclan ]
● mentored by addersmirk [☠]
● mentoring n/a
● mentored ottersplash [?], frostgaze [warrior], silverpaw [?], skypaw [?], rosepaw [?]
☺ relations ☺
● acquaintances ; owlkit, hawkpaw, bramblekit, badgerstar, batcry
● friends ; frostgaze, brightstar
● good friends ; frostgaze
● close friends ; frostgaze
● best friends ; frostgaze
● dislikes ; hawthornstrike, western
● hates ; n/a
● foes ; n/a
● misses ; winterstorm, mottleflight
● mourning ; too many to count
● killed ; zero, bramblepaw
● tried to kill ; frostgaze, hawkshade, mothwhisker, bonestar/owl, dovepaw/storm, lynxwhisper, twig, more people i don't remember
mistclan
"i'm so useless."
brightstar
"if we're friends then leave me alone and mind your own business."
[ respect | friend ]
batcry
"pathetic."
[ uncaring ]
brackenclan
"jerks."
badgerstar
"bleh."
[ uncaring ]
hawthornstrike
"sad deputy."
[ uncaring | dislike ]
frostgaze
*intense daddy issues*
[ best friend | fatherly affection | concern | greatly sorry of | mixed emo feelings tbh ]
owlkit
"eh."
[ uncaring ]
hawkpaw
"hah."
[ uncaring | amused by ]
bramblekit
"mhm."
[ amused by ]
rogues/loners/kittypets
"can't say i don't miss being a rogue."
western
"eugh."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
twig
"i wonder where you are. it's such a shame i couldn't finish my job."
[ uncaring ]
winterstorm
"dead."
[ hurt by | brotherly love | miss ]
starclan
"bu-bye"
mottleflight
"and just like that, you're gone. you should have never met me in the first place, anyways."
[ ex-mate | love | mourning ]
soulpaw
"you should have stayed in your clan. i hate myself so much because of you, son."
[ fatherly affection | family | miss | sorry of | mourning ]
foxfur
"you all left me."
[ close friend | miss | mourning ]
dave
"dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
spottedkit
"dead,"
[ friend | family love | mourning ]
silverleap
"also dead."
[ sorry of | family love | miss | mourning ]
tinystar
"you got killed by dogs or something, right? haha, i still don't care."
[ uncaring | respect ]
the dark forest
"i'm not worthy of it."
addersmirk
"a bitch. thankfully dead."
[ hate | uncaring ]
zero
"crazy guy. perhaps i should've let him kill her."
[ uncaring ]
bramblepaw
"insane, dead."
[ uncaring ]
cobrastar
"asshole."
[ hate | uncaring ]
stormclan
"gone. unimportant."
turtlestar
"who were you again?"
[ uncaring ]
gingerpaw
"die."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
hawkshade
"i didn't really mind you-- you were, sort of, even nice sometimes. what a shame."
[ uncaring | respect | unsure ]
boneowl
"i guess you died."
[ friend | respect ]
squirreltail
"i only spoke to you when you were a kid. you were nice, though."
[ neutral ]
mudkit
"bye."
[ neutral | like ]
trickster
"you were a lovely boy."
[ neutral |like ]
rosepaw
"i was an awful mentor anyways."
[ sorry of | neutral ]
other
"..."
hiddenstorm
"lame. probably dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
lyz
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
midnightstar
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
finchstep
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
rosesight
"bitch. probably dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
* if i forgot anyone from this roleplay, please make sure to tell me.
✖ abilities ✖
● fighting - 98%
● dominance - 93%
● self-defense - 65%
● planning battles - 70%
● hunting - 50%
● climbing - 100%
● swimming - 12%
● diving 45" underwater
● social - 94%
● cunning - 31%
● inteligence - 97%
☣ suffers and phobias ☣
● arthritis
[ developed eventually after getting his bones and overall body hurt badly multiple times ]
● bad vision
[ bicolor + blind eye(s) ]
● slightly deaf
[ missing ear ]
● insomnia
[ anxiety, stress, nightmares ]
● suicidal thoughts
[ depression, self-hate ]
● severe depression
[ mainly self-hate, anxiety & stress ]
● schizophrenia
[ developed through lifetime, doesn't really affect him when it comes to health, but north might sometimes see things that aren't there at all. ]
● self-hate
● cremnophobia - fear of cliffs
● cynophobia - fear of dogs
● catagelophobia - fear of being ridiculed
♬ theme songs ♬
inside his mind
hollow - cloudeater
shark serenade - vermillion lies
semi-automatic - twenty one pilots
sadness
coma baby - nichole dollanganger
death
shiva - the antlers
battle
to glory - two steps from hell
love
epilogue - the antlers
i don't want love - the antlers
frost
two - the antlers
insanity
echo - crusher-p
i can't decide - scissor sisters
◆ dreams ◆
● mainly edgy nightmares but who knows ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
๑ secrets ๑
● plenty, north basically told everything he had kept to himself to frost
❝ remarkable quotes ❞
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
◎ the origin ◎
● northernsky's first roleplay - forest of secrets and wisdom ; "fosaw"
Some time after spending some moons roaming through different areas, Northernsky found himself in a new forest. It was pretty extense and the rogue encountered aggressive cats more than once. Not too soon after the tom reached 28 moons, he heard some cats nearby.
Thus he decided to check what this was, and shoved himself into a rather tense scene: a black cat - apparently another rogue -, still unknown to him, was threatening to slit a mottled she-cat's throat while being surrounded by probably the she-cat's clanmates. Perhaps he could do something about it while the others tried to distract and attack the enemy.
After some hissing, North and another unknown red tabby she-cat finished the tom - supposedly called Zero - off. He simply disappeared after this.
Whilst he was on a walk, the snowshoe encountered the molly from a few days back going on a patrol with another small warrior and his apprentice. Thankfully none of them were aggressive-- instead, the she-cat, who presented herself as Mottleflight, had a conversation with the rogue. That was, until the Clan's leader appeared out of nowhere and told Northernsky to leave. He did, but not without insulting the tiny leader first.
A couple days later he came across Mottleflight - who this time was alone - again. They had another conversation, pretty much liked eachother and became friends, starting to meet in secret by the territory borders, talking with eachother about many things.
Everything was going well until one time while meeting, a patrol of MountainClan cats and their hot-headed leader, Tinystar, found them together. The leader didn't take this too well, seeing Mottleflight as a traitor and exiled her. It seemed like the mottled she-cat didn't mind at all, as she joined the tom somewhat gladly. They started their travels together, and at one point the snowshoe cat began to develop certain feelings for his companion.
But Mottleflight would sometimes disappear, for longer or shorter periods of time, leaving him as cold and blood-thirsty as he usually was, even if he didn't show this behavior too often. Since he was alone, what he did now wouldn't matter, right? At least until Mottle came back. Thus he decided to start annoying MountainClan.
Northernsky quickly began to harass the Clan's cat, stealing prey and fighting whoever he could. Sometimes even getting close to the camp borders. As he was doing this one day, North was found by two cats: the known red tabby, Hawkshade, MountainClan's medicine cat - who apparently hated him because of 'taking' Mottleflight away from her-- they were like sisters, after all - and another tom he had seen a few times before; Boneowl, also MountainClan's deputy.
They got into a fight pretty fast by the mountain's edge. Somehow, the rogue managed to defend himself quite well until the medic scratched his face, drawing a long cut across his muzzle and making him step back by accident, which led to falling off a cliff and finishing in a lake, wounded by the fall and stones that damaged him too.
And so, weak and dizzy from the fall, he luckily dragged himself out of the water and into another Clan's - StoneClan's - territory. After reaching the place he collapsed.
A StoneClan apprentice, Sandpaw, found and took him to their camp as a prisoner with a few other cats.
When he woke up, Northernsky was laying in a nest in the prisoner's den. Hurt, and hardly conscious. He was still able to spit some insults at Cobrastar though, before falling unconscious again.
He was uncertain of how many days had passed, but at least his wounds hadn't gotten infected. While he stayed there he met another prisoner, Winterstorm. They became good friends. While both talked one day, and to North's surprise, Mottleflight was thrown into the prisoner's den aswell. Apparently the she-cat had been looking for North all this time, and at least they were together again.
And so the three of them were there. They weren't getting away that easily, for sure.
North had noticed as the day passed a small kit apparently taking a hint of curiosity on the small group though. That kid, eventually decided to show and present himself; Soulkit. Most likely the three prisoners took a liking on him, and though he wasn't allowed to visit rivals and traitors, Soulkit still did almost every day.
At one point while on a talk, Northernsky found out that, in fact, he was the boy's father when he was told the mother's name. He had never expected this. [ both frozenheart and i agreed in the fact that north would've forced frozen into mating, as it made more sense than just having north and frozen become mates for like three days and then just having the dude leave her like "yolo" ]
The other two she-cats were rather surprised at this at first, but accepted this quite easily. There was still the same problem; they were being kept prisoners-- about a moon had passed already, even Soulkit had earned his apprentice name, Soulpaw. Northernsky quickly refused when his son - he disliked calling him like that - offered to help him and the other cats escape along a friend of his, Jaypaw. The other apprentice herself disliked the idea.
In the end, the scarred snowshoe had to agree. Thus Jaypaw and Soulpaw distracted the cats around the prisoner's den at the time, while Northernsky, Winterstorm and Mottleflight ran out of the camp. The apprentices followed after them just like a few StoneClan warriors. In the end, the chase resulted into a fight between Jaypaw, Soulpaw, Northernsky against a few StoneClan cats, Duskheart, Lynxwhisper and Tinyclaw. Luckily they all escaped with the other two.
Along the way they met a new rogue, Foxfur, also a former StoneClanner. As time passed Winterstorm and Northernsky became basically sibling-like, while the tom's relationship with Mottleflight also progressed. He didn't know, but the she-cat did develop romantic feelings for him too.
Everything was alright. Everyone was fine. But those things never really last forever. Soulpaw disappeared, Jaypaw blamed everything on Northernsky and became a rogue afterwards. Mottleflight vanished again and now it was just Winterstorm and himself. His son's disappearance was the main thing that decreased his pacific behavior into the original cold, sadistic and pathetic ass he was.
He only cared about one thing now: Winterstorm. As long as she was okay, everything else was. He knew Mottleflight would return anyways. During the time she was gone, North let himself trespass into MountainClan's territory yet again and harass cats once more. He got into another fight with Hawkshade and was again practically thrown down a cliff and into the lake again, luckily Winter found and helped him. Things went normal after that.
And just like that, one day, Mottleflight came back. She said she had brought a kit with her. Apparently the kid was in MountainClan now - despite considering Mottle a mother -, but that was no excuse for North not to meet whoever this was. Frostkit was the kit's name. Mottleflight presented both to eachother. Surprisingly and although he hated kits so much now, he found this young she-cat amusing and kind. That amusement turned into annoyance. And when amusement became annoyance, he made sure to warn the kid; he scarred her.
Of course Mottleflight didn't notice, she thought it had just been a scratch. But now he was afraid that this mouse-brained kit would ever tell Winter, or Mottle, how he really was - a sadistic little fuck -, Frostkit had warned him, that she would do tell 'em. He simply laughed this off- it was just a lil' kitten after all, right?
Whilst Northernsky and Mottleflight talked to eachother, the tom, fearing the thought of her disappearing again, confessed his feelings. She did too, and thus the cats became mates. And everything was fine- it was more than fine. Perfect, even. Yet again, these things never last long. Somehow Frostkit had managed to drag herself entirely down the MountainClan camp to where the rogues were talking. She was determined to tell her 'mother' who this dude really was. Too bad, Northernsky wasn't going to give two fucks about an adopted annoying asshole. He grabbed the kit with the good ol' excuse of "we need to talk" while Mottle just stood there and nodded. The snowshoe took the pale molly to a remote place in MountainClan's territory and began torturing her. And he felt like absolute trash at first, but then he enjoyed it- oh, he surely did.
I don't know how many times I've said this-- but good things never last. When he was about to kill the kid that had done nothing to him in the first place - except being annoying, enough for North to kill someone indeed - Hawkshade, the medicine cat, appeared. She somehow managed to take North down and trap him under a branch that Mottleflight would help remove later. The mottled feline asked him where Frostkit was, and he lied to her. He told her she had decided to go back to the camp when she had been actually taken back by the medic.
He got into many, many fights after that, scars being the main consequence. He didn't even care about his look anymore. Mottleflight left again some time after that, even though he thought she'd stay. Winterstorm was still there for him anyways, Foxfur joined shortly after aswell.
The three of them made their way through plenty of territories. When they reached TreeClan's an almost fully grown Jaypaw- now just 'Jay' encountered them. And after all that time she still blamed Soulpaw's disappearance on Northernsky. Again he wasn't taking shit from anyone about that subject, and like that he ran away. Foxfur and Winterstorm followed after him. And he felt like garbage.
The three cats went back to MountainClan's territory and stayed there, hidden, for a while. Until North got either bored or fed up with everything and went back near MountainClan's camp just for the sakes of it. Silly him, the rogue didn't realize two cats were on a patrol-- Wolfsnarl, and Fawnpaw. Unsurprisingly, the large warrior brought him down and took him to camp as a prisoner. This had never happened before, but Northernsky assumed Bonestar - who became leader after Tinystar's disappearance - was tired of him, too. They both never liked eachother a lot.
The leader stated that he would stay a prisoner for as long as Bonestar wished. Northernsky didn't care. He was practically thrown into the prisoner's den-- it was cold. The somewhat short-haired tom never got used to the mountains' weather. The first few days were alright, he began to starve, but again he did not mind.
Things turned slightly more interesting when the medicine cat got irritated at some clanmate, and had the bright idea of taking it all out on the rogue she hated so much. Bonestar allowed it without a single doubt-- it seemed like everyone in MountainClan hated him. He wouldn't be surprised if that was the case.
And so the red tabby tortured him too. Both physical and mentally. It was hilarious- it hurt, but honestly it would not be a surprise if he enjoyed that too. At some point she ripped one of his ears off and left him blind in one eye. Then she also tried to feed him deathberries stuffed in a dead mouse, but since the tom had gotten sick recently due to the weather, almost immediatly after devouring the mouse he puked, saving himself from dying.
Hawkshade left him there after beating him up several times. He felt like dying, curled up in a cold blood-stained nest while also starving - He hadn't eaten since the poisoned mouse - . Frostkit was fully healed now. She found out her attacker was being kept prisoner. Of course, being just a kid, she was still curious about this messed up man.
At first they were just short visits, as their relationship 'progressed' the poor kitten even dared to cuddle him when she noticed he was hurt. Guess what. He felt like garbage. Long story short, after these interactions Frostkit started considering him a father. And truly, he appreciated her company when other MountainClan kits, like Hollykit, would throw pebbles at him.
Bonestar noticed this. And it was hilarious when he said that Northernsky was 'free to go' and he even offered him to stay in his Clan because he noticed that if he could change his behavior towards Frostkit, then he could with everyone else. Haha.
And from that moment he really, really tried to change into the good cat that he once was. He said goodbye to Frostkit after the kid called him 'father' for the first time - that hurt - and left MountainClan's territory hoping to find Winterstorm again.
Indeed, the tom found her, Foxfur was however, gone. Poof. He hoped to see his friend around again some time. Winterstorm and himself went through many other territories, until North realized that he wouldn't be able to protect Winter by himself for much longer - his bones had started to hurt, his sight had gotten worse and so had done his hearing -. Overall, he was extremely tired to take care of the dependant silver tabby.
In the end, Northernsky accepted Bonestar's offer and joined MountainClan. He was greeted by a happy and excited kit- who had reached the apprentice age, but apparently due to wounds and lack of warriors hadn't been given a mentor. Bonestar fixed this shortly after. Not only he made Northernsky deputy for some reason - he probably had gone insane -, he also made him Frostkit's mentor. And while he felt afraid and awful, she seemed to be filled with joy.
The first training sessions went fine. She was doing well. But as time passed, the mentor began laughing at his apprentice. Yelling, hurting her. And it was so funny, it was so hilarious and he loved it, but he also felt like garbage. And Frostpaw did too.
He tried to stop this behavior-- tried to train his daughter - he hated calling her this - like a normal cat would. But instead things just got worse. Frostpaw got depressed - he did too - and obviously Northernsky kept snapping at her. One day he went too far-- Frostpaw ran towards the nearest waterfall. And because he was so smart, he fucking yelled at his kid and told her how worthless and pathetic she was. And he hated himself so much. Frostpaw threw herself off the waterfall and fell into the lake. It was a miracle that she survived. Horrible wounded, with twisted bones. She was taken to the medicine cat den in no time.
And it was completely horrid to talk with Winterstorm as if nothing happened, when truly he completely despised himself and wanted to slit his throat so badly-- and he became that cold asshole again. Didn't even care about Winterstorm. He was, blank.
Frostpaw had rejected him multiple times when he tried to talk to her in the medicine cat den. She would always ignore him. And he got so pissed off with this fucking kid that he even confined her in the medicine cat den-- Bonestar didn't allow it. North wondered how he was still deputy. Did his leader really believe he could be any good?
When the pale she-cat got recovered, Northernsky tried to keep up with her training- he hadn't even noticed that she had reached about 16 moons and was still a goddamn apprentice. The tuxedo basically spent her whole life in that den. She became a warrior shortly after getting recovered, but Northernsky didn't even notice this.
He was so blank. And careless. But honestly, when Frostgaze sat there, beside him at the edge of a cliff, and tried to talk, he couldn't even avoid her anymore. They eventually fixed their relationship. Northernsky wasn't as pacific and kind as he had once been, but at least he didn't try to kill anything that he saw.
Winterstorm also noticed this. And everything was okay yet again. While on a border patrol across the territory, the deputy encountered Jay again. He expected her to yell at him, but instead, she apologized. He apologized, too. And they both were at peace. Northernsky meowed a goodbye when the rogue left the territory and headed back to camp, slightly happier with his lame life.
Then, too, Mottleflight and Foxfur appeared. Out of nowhere, they were there. Mottleflight was allowed back in MountainClan along Foxfur and things for once hadn't gotten worse.
Then, Bramblepaw, Bonestar and Hawkshade's secret and long-lost son joined the Clan too. The brown tabby became Hollypath's - that annoying kit that turned out to become Frostgaze's best friend - adoptive brother and apparently developed a crush on Frost or something, nothing North cared about.
When the younger tom tried to poison his sister after blaming her on their mother's death and accidentally poisoned Frostgaze instead, though, Northernsky lost it. He followed Bramblepaw with Hollypath beside him, and killed him near a cliff. After reporting this to Bonestar the leader said nothing and nodded. He promised to ground both of them, but never did.
Everything was again normal after those events, until the storm came. The goddamn storm. And everyone, and everything disappeared. Mottleflight probably died. Everyone else probably did, too. Northernsky himself was lucky to survive. And he was alone again.
● northernsky's second roleplay - starfall warriors
Maybe two or three moons - which he spent travelling - as yet again a rogue had passed, when Northernsky reached a new territory. Less than two days after arriving, he encountered a rogue she-cat. And because he could, he managed to beat her up. Sadly the stranger managed to escape before he could finish his job. He didn't do much else afterwards.
And some more time passed, when Frostgaze came across him and took him to 'their new clan' where apparently Hollypath, Hawkshade, Boneowl and a few others had moved-- he didn't really speak to them. Or anyone but Frost.
Leaving an annoying apprentice he wished death upon and some other now irrelevant felines aside, North didn't really meet many clanmates- he didn't want to anyways. He was so tired. By the end of StormClan, the tom began to lose his sense of smell, which he truly didn't mind losing.
And so the clan disappeared, everyone did, again, and guess what? He was alone.
● northernsky's third roleplay - the great lake
Thus he went through many other places he didn't pay attention to for two or one more moons until he was found by a Clan leader, Brightstar. He was accepted into WindClan and somehow became deputy.
[cries wip]
● previous names ;
fyz [kittypet]
northernkit > paw > sky
● nicknames ;
"north/noth" ; for friends & family only
"sugar daddy" audible wink
● name meanings ;
northern - the very first clan north was introduced to lived in a rather cold territory, much like a canadian or norwegian forest. the clan cats often witnessed northern lights that they believed were benevolent and pure, and so north was called like that-- he was a really sweet child
sky - excellent and skilled climber
ʊ the basics ʊ
● male
● 65 moons - 38.7 human years
● smells of cinnamon and blood
● character created on the 14th, 2015 and has been on development since then
● birthplace ; a small apartment, in a city
● birth season ; leaf-fall
● sign ; scorpio
☯ persona ☯
+ humorous +
+ extroverted +
+ 'honest' +
= sassy =
- harsh -
- cold -
- careless -
- stubborn -
- risk-taker -
- grumpy -
- distant -
- sarcastic -
- pessimistic -
- sadistic -
- somewhat masochist -
- very emotionally unstable -
● mental status ; 34%
● physical status ; 87%
● emotional status ; 4%
● belief in starclan ; 53%
● favorite drink ; water
● favorite food ; adder
● favorite color ; orange
● favorite scent ; grass
● favorite season ; new-leaf
● most hated drink ; poison
● most hated food ; mouse
● most hated color ; blue
● most hated scent ; lavender
● most hated season ; leaf-bare
✿ the look ✿
● 80% snowshoe - 15% american shorthair - 5% persian
● chubby cheeks
● missing left ear - right ear is heavily ripped off
● bicolour eyes ;
left - previously a dark green, northernsky's left eye has been scratched and blinded, thus becoming a blurry mix of grey and white with a dilated, useless pupil
right - his right eye has a genetic mutation called albinism, hence the soft pink color. it's not really healthy, plus bicolor eyes already made him lose a bit of his eyesight- it's not really bad, but he can't see much from afar
● countless scars on all his body
● hook-shaped and massive claws
● mid-length, raspy fur
● no items
● appearances
human
face claim - james mcavoy
in-game
kit
apprentice
young adult
● voiced by george clooney
♥ romance ♥
● bisexual
[sexually attracted to both genders]
● aromantic
[lacks interest in romantic relationships]
● interest in 00
● looks twice at 00
● allured by 00
● helplessly crushing on 00
● devoted to n/a
● once happily bound to mottleflight [☠]
● heartbroken by n/a
● simply left windwing [☠], frozenheart [?]
⚜ kin ⚜
● mother ; lyz (goldenbird) [kittypet]
● father ; hiddenstorm [?]
● sisters ; silverleap [rogue, ☠], rosesight [?], finchstep [?]
● brothers ; midnightstar [clan leader]
● children ; duskkit, soulpaw [☠, ☠]
● grandchildren ; lmao sure
● adopted ; frostgaze, lillybrook [both warriors]
● maternal grandmother ; littleflower [?]
● maternal grandfather ; lost wind [☠]
● paternal grandmother ; frostjay [?]
● paternal grandfather ; birchstone [?]
● brother-in-law to dave [☠]
● uncle to honeykit [☠]
● nephew to birdheart [?], creekclaw [?], mousecall [?]
● cousin to squirrelbite [?], zephyrkit [?], runningpaw [?]
● distantly related to n/a [open]
● adoptive father ; darknose [☠]
● adoptive mother ; brightsoar [☠]
● adoptive siblings ; lightkit, shadowkit, blackkit, nightkit [☠, ☠, ☠, ☠]
★ affiliations ★
● mistclan
● deputy
● eraclan kit/apprentice/warrior
[ 2-13 moons ]
● rogue
[13-25 moons]
● oakclan warrior
[ 25-27 moons ]
● rogue
[ 28-46 moons ]
● mountainclan warrior
[ 46-48 moons ]
● mountainclan deputy
[ 48-59 moons ]
● rogue
[ 59-61 ]
● stormclan warrior
[ 61- 63 ]
● rogue
[ 63-64 ]
● windclan warrior
[ 64-64 ]
● windclan deputy
[ 64-65 ]
● mistclan deputy
[ 65- ---]
● has been a prisoner twice ;
[ stoneclan & mountainclan ]
● mentored by addersmirk [☠]
● mentoring n/a
● mentored ottersplash [?], frostgaze [warrior], silverpaw [?], skypaw [?], rosepaw [?]
☺ relations ☺
● acquaintances ; owlkit, hawkpaw, bramblekit, badgerstar, batcry
● friends ; frostgaze, brightstar
● good friends ; frostgaze
● close friends ; frostgaze
● best friends ; frostgaze
● dislikes ; hawthornstrike, western
● hates ; n/a
● foes ; n/a
● misses ; winterstorm, mottleflight
● mourning ; too many to count
● killed ; zero, bramblepaw
● tried to kill ; frostgaze, hawkshade, mothwhisker, bonestar/owl, dovepaw/storm, lynxwhisper, twig, more people i don't remember
mistclan
"i'm so useless."
brightstar
"if we're friends then leave me alone and mind your own business."
[ respect | friend ]
batcry
"pathetic."
[ uncaring ]
brackenclan
"jerks."
badgerstar
"bleh."
[ uncaring ]
hawthornstrike
"sad deputy."
[ uncaring | dislike ]
frostgaze
*intense daddy issues*
[ best friend | fatherly affection | concern | greatly sorry of | mixed emo feelings tbh ]
owlkit
"eh."
[ uncaring ]
hawkpaw
"hah."
[ uncaring | amused by ]
bramblekit
"mhm."
[ amused by ]
rogues/loners/kittypets
"can't say i don't miss being a rogue."
western
"eugh."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
twig
"i wonder where you are. it's such a shame i couldn't finish my job."
[ uncaring ]
winterstorm
"dead."
[ hurt by | brotherly love | miss ]
starclan
"bu-bye"
mottleflight
"and just like that, you're gone. you should have never met me in the first place, anyways."
[ ex-mate | love | mourning ]
soulpaw
"you should have stayed in your clan. i hate myself so much because of you, son."
[ fatherly affection | family | miss | sorry of | mourning ]
foxfur
"you all left me."
[ close friend | miss | mourning ]
dave
"dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
spottedkit
"dead,"
[ friend | family love | mourning ]
silverleap
"also dead."
[ sorry of | family love | miss | mourning ]
tinystar
"you got killed by dogs or something, right? haha, i still don't care."
[ uncaring | respect ]
the dark forest
"i'm not worthy of it."
addersmirk
"a bitch. thankfully dead."
[ hate | uncaring ]
zero
"crazy guy. perhaps i should've let him kill her."
[ uncaring ]
bramblepaw
"insane, dead."
[ uncaring ]
cobrastar
"asshole."
[ hate | uncaring ]
stormclan
"gone. unimportant."
turtlestar
"who were you again?"
[ uncaring ]
gingerpaw
"die."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
hawkshade
"i didn't really mind you-- you were, sort of, even nice sometimes. what a shame."
[ uncaring | respect | unsure ]
boneowl
"i guess you died."
[ friend | respect ]
squirreltail
"i only spoke to you when you were a kid. you were nice, though."
[ neutral ]
mudkit
"bye."
[ neutral | like ]
trickster
"you were a lovely boy."
[ neutral |like ]
rosepaw
"i was an awful mentor anyways."
[ sorry of | neutral ]
other
"..."
hiddenstorm
"lame. probably dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
lyz
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
"probably dead."
[ uncaring ]
rosesight
"bitch. probably dead."
[ dislike | uncaring ]
* if i forgot anyone from this roleplay, please make sure to tell me.
✖ abilities ✖
● fighting - 98%
● dominance - 93%
● self-defense - 65%
● planning battles - 70%
● hunting - 50%
● climbing - 100%
● swimming - 12%
● diving 45" underwater
● social - 94%
● cunning - 31%
● inteligence - 97%
☣ suffers and phobias ☣
● arthritis
[ developed eventually after getting his bones and overall body hurt badly multiple times ]
● bad vision
[ bicolor + blind eye(s) ]
● slightly deaf
[ missing ear ]
● insomnia
[ anxiety, stress, nightmares ]
● suicidal thoughts
[ depression, self-hate ]
● severe depression
[ mainly self-hate, anxiety & stress ]
● schizophrenia
[ developed through lifetime, doesn't really affect him when it comes to health, but north might sometimes see things that aren't there at all. ]
● self-hate
● cremnophobia - fear of cliffs
● cynophobia - fear of dogs
● catagelophobia - fear of being ridiculed
♬ theme songs ♬
inside his mind
hollow - cloudeater
shark serenade - vermillion lies
semi-automatic - twenty one pilots
sadness
coma baby - nichole dollanganger
death
shiva - the antlers
battle
to glory - two steps from hell
love
epilogue - the antlers
i don't want love - the antlers
frost
two - the antlers
insanity
echo - crusher-p
i can't decide - scissor sisters
◆ dreams ◆
● mainly edgy nightmares but who knows ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
๑ secrets ๑
● plenty, north basically told everything he had kept to himself to frost
❝ remarkable quotes ❞
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
● "wise quote" - to who, why and when he said it
◎ the origin ◎
● northernsky's first roleplay - forest of secrets and wisdom ; "fosaw"
Some time after spending some moons roaming through different areas, Northernsky found himself in a new forest. It was pretty extense and the rogue encountered aggressive cats more than once. Not too soon after the tom reached 28 moons, he heard some cats nearby.
Thus he decided to check what this was, and shoved himself into a rather tense scene: a black cat - apparently another rogue -, still unknown to him, was threatening to slit a mottled she-cat's throat while being surrounded by probably the she-cat's clanmates. Perhaps he could do something about it while the others tried to distract and attack the enemy.
After some hissing, North and another unknown red tabby she-cat finished the tom - supposedly called Zero - off. He simply disappeared after this.
Whilst he was on a walk, the snowshoe encountered the molly from a few days back going on a patrol with another small warrior and his apprentice. Thankfully none of them were aggressive-- instead, the she-cat, who presented herself as Mottleflight, had a conversation with the rogue. That was, until the Clan's leader appeared out of nowhere and told Northernsky to leave. He did, but not without insulting the tiny leader first.
A couple days later he came across Mottleflight - who this time was alone - again. They had another conversation, pretty much liked eachother and became friends, starting to meet in secret by the territory borders, talking with eachother about many things.
Everything was going well until one time while meeting, a patrol of MountainClan cats and their hot-headed leader, Tinystar, found them together. The leader didn't take this too well, seeing Mottleflight as a traitor and exiled her. It seemed like the mottled she-cat didn't mind at all, as she joined the tom somewhat gladly. They started their travels together, and at one point the snowshoe cat began to develop certain feelings for his companion.
But Mottleflight would sometimes disappear, for longer or shorter periods of time, leaving him as cold and blood-thirsty as he usually was, even if he didn't show this behavior too often. Since he was alone, what he did now wouldn't matter, right? At least until Mottle came back. Thus he decided to start annoying MountainClan.
Northernsky quickly began to harass the Clan's cat, stealing prey and fighting whoever he could. Sometimes even getting close to the camp borders. As he was doing this one day, North was found by two cats: the known red tabby, Hawkshade, MountainClan's medicine cat - who apparently hated him because of 'taking' Mottleflight away from her-- they were like sisters, after all - and another tom he had seen a few times before; Boneowl, also MountainClan's deputy.
They got into a fight pretty fast by the mountain's edge. Somehow, the rogue managed to defend himself quite well until the medic scratched his face, drawing a long cut across his muzzle and making him step back by accident, which led to falling off a cliff and finishing in a lake, wounded by the fall and stones that damaged him too.
And so, weak and dizzy from the fall, he luckily dragged himself out of the water and into another Clan's - StoneClan's - territory. After reaching the place he collapsed.
A StoneClan apprentice, Sandpaw, found and took him to their camp as a prisoner with a few other cats.
When he woke up, Northernsky was laying in a nest in the prisoner's den. Hurt, and hardly conscious. He was still able to spit some insults at Cobrastar though, before falling unconscious again.
He was uncertain of how many days had passed, but at least his wounds hadn't gotten infected. While he stayed there he met another prisoner, Winterstorm. They became good friends. While both talked one day, and to North's surprise, Mottleflight was thrown into the prisoner's den aswell. Apparently the she-cat had been looking for North all this time, and at least they were together again.
And so the three of them were there. They weren't getting away that easily, for sure.
North had noticed as the day passed a small kit apparently taking a hint of curiosity on the small group though. That kid, eventually decided to show and present himself; Soulkit. Most likely the three prisoners took a liking on him, and though he wasn't allowed to visit rivals and traitors, Soulkit still did almost every day.
At one point while on a talk, Northernsky found out that, in fact, he was the boy's father when he was told the mother's name. He had never expected this. [ both frozenheart and i agreed in the fact that north would've forced frozen into mating, as it made more sense than just having north and frozen become mates for like three days and then just having the dude leave her like "yolo" ]
The other two she-cats were rather surprised at this at first, but accepted this quite easily. There was still the same problem; they were being kept prisoners-- about a moon had passed already, even Soulkit had earned his apprentice name, Soulpaw. Northernsky quickly refused when his son - he disliked calling him like that - offered to help him and the other cats escape along a friend of his, Jaypaw. The other apprentice herself disliked the idea.
In the end, the scarred snowshoe had to agree. Thus Jaypaw and Soulpaw distracted the cats around the prisoner's den at the time, while Northernsky, Winterstorm and Mottleflight ran out of the camp. The apprentices followed after them just like a few StoneClan warriors. In the end, the chase resulted into a fight between Jaypaw, Soulpaw, Northernsky against a few StoneClan cats, Duskheart, Lynxwhisper and Tinyclaw. Luckily they all escaped with the other two.
Along the way they met a new rogue, Foxfur, also a former StoneClanner. As time passed Winterstorm and Northernsky became basically sibling-like, while the tom's relationship with Mottleflight also progressed. He didn't know, but the she-cat did develop romantic feelings for him too.
Everything was alright. Everyone was fine. But those things never really last forever. Soulpaw disappeared, Jaypaw blamed everything on Northernsky and became a rogue afterwards. Mottleflight vanished again and now it was just Winterstorm and himself. His son's disappearance was the main thing that decreased his pacific behavior into the original cold, sadistic and pathetic ass he was.
He only cared about one thing now: Winterstorm. As long as she was okay, everything else was. He knew Mottleflight would return anyways. During the time she was gone, North let himself trespass into MountainClan's territory yet again and harass cats once more. He got into another fight with Hawkshade and was again practically thrown down a cliff and into the lake again, luckily Winter found and helped him. Things went normal after that.
And just like that, one day, Mottleflight came back. She said she had brought a kit with her. Apparently the kid was in MountainClan now - despite considering Mottle a mother -, but that was no excuse for North not to meet whoever this was. Frostkit was the kit's name. Mottleflight presented both to eachother. Surprisingly and although he hated kits so much now, he found this young she-cat amusing and kind. That amusement turned into annoyance. And when amusement became annoyance, he made sure to warn the kid; he scarred her.
Of course Mottleflight didn't notice, she thought it had just been a scratch. But now he was afraid that this mouse-brained kit would ever tell Winter, or Mottle, how he really was - a sadistic little fuck -, Frostkit had warned him, that she would do tell 'em. He simply laughed this off- it was just a lil' kitten after all, right?
Whilst Northernsky and Mottleflight talked to eachother, the tom, fearing the thought of her disappearing again, confessed his feelings. She did too, and thus the cats became mates. And everything was fine- it was more than fine. Perfect, even. Yet again, these things never last long. Somehow Frostkit had managed to drag herself entirely down the MountainClan camp to where the rogues were talking. She was determined to tell her 'mother' who this dude really was. Too bad, Northernsky wasn't going to give two fucks about an adopted annoying asshole. He grabbed the kit with the good ol' excuse of "we need to talk" while Mottle just stood there and nodded. The snowshoe took the pale molly to a remote place in MountainClan's territory and began torturing her. And he felt like absolute trash at first, but then he enjoyed it- oh, he surely did.
I don't know how many times I've said this-- but good things never last. When he was about to kill the kid that had done nothing to him in the first place - except being annoying, enough for North to kill someone indeed - Hawkshade, the medicine cat, appeared. She somehow managed to take North down and trap him under a branch that Mottleflight would help remove later. The mottled feline asked him where Frostkit was, and he lied to her. He told her she had decided to go back to the camp when she had been actually taken back by the medic.
He got into many, many fights after that, scars being the main consequence. He didn't even care about his look anymore. Mottleflight left again some time after that, even though he thought she'd stay. Winterstorm was still there for him anyways, Foxfur joined shortly after aswell.
The three of them made their way through plenty of territories. When they reached TreeClan's an almost fully grown Jaypaw- now just 'Jay' encountered them. And after all that time she still blamed Soulpaw's disappearance on Northernsky. Again he wasn't taking shit from anyone about that subject, and like that he ran away. Foxfur and Winterstorm followed after him. And he felt like garbage.
The three cats went back to MountainClan's territory and stayed there, hidden, for a while. Until North got either bored or fed up with everything and went back near MountainClan's camp just for the sakes of it. Silly him, the rogue didn't realize two cats were on a patrol-- Wolfsnarl, and Fawnpaw. Unsurprisingly, the large warrior brought him down and took him to camp as a prisoner. This had never happened before, but Northernsky assumed Bonestar - who became leader after Tinystar's disappearance - was tired of him, too. They both never liked eachother a lot.
The leader stated that he would stay a prisoner for as long as Bonestar wished. Northernsky didn't care. He was practically thrown into the prisoner's den-- it was cold. The somewhat short-haired tom never got used to the mountains' weather. The first few days were alright, he began to starve, but again he did not mind.
Things turned slightly more interesting when the medicine cat got irritated at some clanmate, and had the bright idea of taking it all out on the rogue she hated so much. Bonestar allowed it without a single doubt-- it seemed like everyone in MountainClan hated him. He wouldn't be surprised if that was the case.
And so the red tabby tortured him too. Both physical and mentally. It was hilarious- it hurt, but honestly it would not be a surprise if he enjoyed that too. At some point she ripped one of his ears off and left him blind in one eye. Then she also tried to feed him deathberries stuffed in a dead mouse, but since the tom had gotten sick recently due to the weather, almost immediatly after devouring the mouse he puked, saving himself from dying.
Hawkshade left him there after beating him up several times. He felt like dying, curled up in a cold blood-stained nest while also starving - He hadn't eaten since the poisoned mouse - . Frostkit was fully healed now. She found out her attacker was being kept prisoner. Of course, being just a kid, she was still curious about this messed up man.
At first they were just short visits, as their relationship 'progressed' the poor kitten even dared to cuddle him when she noticed he was hurt. Guess what. He felt like garbage. Long story short, after these interactions Frostkit started considering him a father. And truly, he appreciated her company when other MountainClan kits, like Hollykit, would throw pebbles at him.
Bonestar noticed this. And it was hilarious when he said that Northernsky was 'free to go' and he even offered him to stay in his Clan because he noticed that if he could change his behavior towards Frostkit, then he could with everyone else. Haha.
And from that moment he really, really tried to change into the good cat that he once was. He said goodbye to Frostkit after the kid called him 'father' for the first time - that hurt - and left MountainClan's territory hoping to find Winterstorm again.
Indeed, the tom found her, Foxfur was however, gone. Poof. He hoped to see his friend around again some time. Winterstorm and himself went through many other territories, until North realized that he wouldn't be able to protect Winter by himself for much longer - his bones had started to hurt, his sight had gotten worse and so had done his hearing -. Overall, he was extremely tired to take care of the dependant silver tabby.
In the end, Northernsky accepted Bonestar's offer and joined MountainClan. He was greeted by a happy and excited kit- who had reached the apprentice age, but apparently due to wounds and lack of warriors hadn't been given a mentor. Bonestar fixed this shortly after. Not only he made Northernsky deputy for some reason - he probably had gone insane -, he also made him Frostkit's mentor. And while he felt afraid and awful, she seemed to be filled with joy.
The first training sessions went fine. She was doing well. But as time passed, the mentor began laughing at his apprentice. Yelling, hurting her. And it was so funny, it was so hilarious and he loved it, but he also felt like garbage. And Frostpaw did too.
He tried to stop this behavior-- tried to train his daughter - he hated calling her this - like a normal cat would. But instead things just got worse. Frostpaw got depressed - he did too - and obviously Northernsky kept snapping at her. One day he went too far-- Frostpaw ran towards the nearest waterfall. And because he was so smart, he fucking yelled at his kid and told her how worthless and pathetic she was. And he hated himself so much. Frostpaw threw herself off the waterfall and fell into the lake. It was a miracle that she survived. Horrible wounded, with twisted bones. She was taken to the medicine cat den in no time.
And it was completely horrid to talk with Winterstorm as if nothing happened, when truly he completely despised himself and wanted to slit his throat so badly-- and he became that cold asshole again. Didn't even care about Winterstorm. He was, blank.
Frostpaw had rejected him multiple times when he tried to talk to her in the medicine cat den. She would always ignore him. And he got so pissed off with this fucking kid that he even confined her in the medicine cat den-- Bonestar didn't allow it. North wondered how he was still deputy. Did his leader really believe he could be any good?
When the pale she-cat got recovered, Northernsky tried to keep up with her training- he hadn't even noticed that she had reached about 16 moons and was still a goddamn apprentice. The tuxedo basically spent her whole life in that den. She became a warrior shortly after getting recovered, but Northernsky didn't even notice this.
He was so blank. And careless. But honestly, when Frostgaze sat there, beside him at the edge of a cliff, and tried to talk, he couldn't even avoid her anymore. They eventually fixed their relationship. Northernsky wasn't as pacific and kind as he had once been, but at least he didn't try to kill anything that he saw.
Winterstorm also noticed this. And everything was okay yet again. While on a border patrol across the territory, the deputy encountered Jay again. He expected her to yell at him, but instead, she apologized. He apologized, too. And they both were at peace. Northernsky meowed a goodbye when the rogue left the territory and headed back to camp, slightly happier with his lame life.
Then, too, Mottleflight and Foxfur appeared. Out of nowhere, they were there. Mottleflight was allowed back in MountainClan along Foxfur and things for once hadn't gotten worse.
Then, Bramblepaw, Bonestar and Hawkshade's secret and long-lost son joined the Clan too. The brown tabby became Hollypath's - that annoying kit that turned out to become Frostgaze's best friend - adoptive brother and apparently developed a crush on Frost or something, nothing North cared about.
When the younger tom tried to poison his sister after blaming her on their mother's death and accidentally poisoned Frostgaze instead, though, Northernsky lost it. He followed Bramblepaw with Hollypath beside him, and killed him near a cliff. After reporting this to Bonestar the leader said nothing and nodded. He promised to ground both of them, but never did.
Everything was again normal after those events, until the storm came. The goddamn storm. And everyone, and everything disappeared. Mottleflight probably died. Everyone else probably did, too. Northernsky himself was lucky to survive. And he was alone again.
● northernsky's second roleplay - starfall warriors
Maybe two or three moons - which he spent travelling - as yet again a rogue had passed, when Northernsky reached a new territory. Less than two days after arriving, he encountered a rogue she-cat. And because he could, he managed to beat her up. Sadly the stranger managed to escape before he could finish his job. He didn't do much else afterwards.
And some more time passed, when Frostgaze came across him and took him to 'their new clan' where apparently Hollypath, Hawkshade, Boneowl and a few others had moved-- he didn't really speak to them. Or anyone but Frost.
Leaving an annoying apprentice he wished death upon and some other now irrelevant felines aside, North didn't really meet many clanmates- he didn't want to anyways. He was so tired. By the end of StormClan, the tom began to lose his sense of smell, which he truly didn't mind losing.
And so the clan disappeared, everyone did, again, and guess what? He was alone.
● northernsky's third roleplay - the great lake
Thus he went through many other places he didn't pay attention to for two or one more moons until he was found by a Clan leader, Brightstar. He was accepted into WindClan and somehow became deputy.
[cries wip]
